THE only thing thats on my mind now is THE STUPID WOUND
cos it HURTS like kukus(: HAHHA(:
awh.IT HURTS REAL BAD AND the wost thing is that IF IT LEAVES A SCAR): ohdanggg): MYGOSHHH!im gonna heap tonnes of aloevera, vitaminE and pitera(!??!) ON IT. oohwaity! I THOT PITERA was for whitening.OHWELL-it'll work too i guess
but again! I LOVE everybody that was there to help! YANGXUAN for squeezing her hand.BRENDA for squeezing her hand. ELAINE for squeezing her hand.EECKS. I SQUEEZE PEOPLES HANDS. its official(:HAHHA! and lian for being there.waileng for not wanting a butler but rather wishing me well and! HUIXIN for huggys(: AW. after i JUST fell i felt like shitty.somehow.cos i was like" I WANT A HUG! I WANT CHARMY TO BE TALKING NOW so i can distract me!" AND I WAS LIKE. IF ONLY I FELL IN SC):
but i guess the girls in both places are AS NICE. SO I CONCLUDE that GIRLS EVERYWHERE ARE NICE(: hehhe. dang to the boys species.
but i get to skip soccer(: FOR TWO WEEKS. and after that TWO WEEKS is CNY(: uhhhuhhh!sounds sweet issnt it(: HEHHEHE. i wanna play squash MYGOSHHHH): i think i cant hit the ball now. THATS BAD.
AND TO think of it- i was playing bball on MONDAY! dang. with the sec one boys who were SO SO SO CUTE.i think im becoming (OFFICIALLY) PHIDOPHILIC. i shall go blow out the candle that ive lighted in that STUPIDDD WEBSITE(: hhahaha.
and! I SHALL BRING MY WHOLE TROUP of scgs phidophiles to see the cute lil ones in nus(: WHICH I BELIEF WILL TURN OUT EXCEEDINGLY CHARMING when their OF AGE AND TALL(: tall-dark-and-handsomeXD
omggg! VALENTINES DAY IS COMINGGGG(: so sweeeet!im gonna get DAISIES. the POTENTY ONES. like the kenzo flowers that were out once outside paragon!? MY MOMY ACTUALLY WANTED TO PLUCK ONE OF THOSE LUHHH(X dang
and! IM GOING BACK TO SCGS!rarwrarwrrra! IM MISSING THAT PLACE ALOT.
and all the people there MOREE.

and I LIKE the carrotsuiter blog(: I LIKE THE POSTS. the emoing ones.hehe.
and!its been ages since ive deep talked with charmaine and something JUST REALLY feel sdifferent. I DUNNO the whole new environment in NUSH is REALLY AN EYEOPENER. but i do, i do find myself going" do i regret my choice"."would i be happier in scgs?" man. these i REALLY DONT KNOW. BUT I guess gotta make the best out of my choice. whether it is the right one or wrong?

BUT SOMEHOW. time in NUSH flies.it literally ZOOMS BY. i dont know how.BUT SOMEHOW.i really dont know if this is good or bad but i SELDOM have this feeling until its like end of the year or LAST year in particular when i was going to leave scgs.
JUST THIS FEELING is foreign entity. the whole month is over, AND i always remember the slow crawl of time back in sc. SOMHOW SOMETHINGS DO CHANGE.
but. change is something we HAVE to put up with in our lives? no matter the discomfort or the unwillingness. IM LEARNING TO EMBRACE THIS. and it'll take time, but i'll learn.
NOT TO LET GO. definately NOT to let go of the past. I CANT BRING MYSELF TO. but i'll let the past stay in my memories. AND BASK IN THE WARMNESS of it whenever i feel the need to(:
IT'LL HEAL THE WOUNDS AND THE PAIN.

frankly i think im going siao.I SHOULD NOT BE TALKING LIKE THAT(:
OKIE.no more EMoing. IM BACKING OUT(:
AND I NEEDNEEDNEDD a breather (esp from maths) SO CNY PLEASE COME QUICKYIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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